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Wings Of Darkness
Wings Of Darkness

I seek your help to become the unseen
Guide all of this pain back into my lies
Please, never let me experience this again

I need you to blind me from the light
Cease the false hope from shining in vain
Push back the blood and tears so I won't cry

My warrior
Sheath me between your hollow feathers
My defender
Keep me in your tight embrace forever
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Turn every sad day into calm night
Burn the radiating sun out

Darken the dreaming sky
Let the fading clouds melt

Lock away this cruel gift of sight
I no longer want it

Shut out the world from you and I
I yearn for this

Take away this self-hatred
Bring back my in
No More Therapy
No More Therapy

Nothing works anymore
I knew it all along; the end is near
I've said it once and I've said it before
I was never meant to exist; I was not meant to be here

Hated by all / See me fall
Loved by none / Heart is numb
Rejected by life / Fallen from strife
From this- I've become / After this- I'm done

Through this blame
Is the choice
Of my decision

Hear the pain
In my voice
I am suffering
-
I no longer could drown out the sounds
Swallowed from within
I was surrounded by an internal doubt
Regretting everything

Remember the days
Relive the nights
Of my shame
In my mind

Growing up in society
I got lost
Being raised with hypocrisy
The Unseen Life
The Unseen Life

I thought pain was created to fade
But it seems like my life was crafted to break
So I apologize to the mirror and say "I'm sorry, it's too late."
I can't even look at my own face, as I can never accept my mistakes

I realize that I am brokenly made
-
My mind bleeds away the memories I've wasted
Remorse begins to slowly fill in the gaps that are left
This stained razor blade leaves every dark moment perfectly divided
I try not to indulge in act of prayer, because I refuse to ever confess

Even in death I will never rest
-
All visible colors descend into the ground
And time drifts off to sleep
Every sharp outline a
My Unblind Sins
My Unblind Sins

In the beginning I was emotionally blind
So I always pushed the guilt to the back of my mind
Even though I saw all of my lies with these heartless eyes

I'm the one at fault
For all of the wrong I've done
And I can't live with what my decisions have brought

I'm my own prisoner of these memories
Unforgettable stains of my grief
I'm also the warden, and I can't leave
-
Shackled by my mistakes
Wrapped in a chain of lies
I deserve the past I made
For the future won't be mine

Bound by the pain I gave
Locked in a cage of my conscience
I'm serving my time until the end of days
For this is my own form of self-vengean
Aura: The Radiance
Aura: The Radiance

I wore this pain like a crown / I was so broken
I kept on falling down / I felt my soul shattering

I couldn't hear anything / listening to my own twisted thoughts
I was blinded from everything / witnessing my own tragic downfall

I stopped dreaming of better days / I ceased believing long ago
My countless nightmares wouldn't fade / I was left in this dark world alone

I guess this is how I really pictured my own end
I just want it to finally be over with, I won't resent death

To the end of this long, and lonely road
Dangling on my unfinished rope

Lift me up, lift me up, lift me up, and don't let me go!
Hold me hig
RebirthThe ravage comes to plea defeat,
Pride's old throne, an empty seat.
Once inked paper now found bare,
As my muse's whispers now turn rare.

Questions sent to looming corners,
Treading blindly to tear down barriers.
I must look like the losing warrior,
Thrust in battle without an armor.

Inspirations seeped from dry wells,
Like squeezing flame from a million hells.
The spill of flow embedded in night,
My soul's sanctuary trapped in fright.

The stars of hope flicker far,
Watching me grovel in this hour.
A fool I was to deafly pretend,
A blank canvas would never descend.

Yet in these spells of solid bind,
Are plenty gold and treasu
The Coward (I Am) The Hero (Is Damned)
The Coward (I Am) The Hero (Is Damned)

Every choice that I've made always failed / always failed
Every day I looked death in the eyes, and I smiled / I smiled
I guess I just gave up somewhere in the beginning / in the beginning
Piece by piece, I let myself go, I'm slowly breaking / I'm slowly breaking

Taunting my own useless mortality / preaching to the ashen-winged angel
This lifespan of mine is such treachery / the golden doors are too judgmental

My worst enemy is also my own reflection / a war to be unleashed
My only friends are the tears that keep dripping / though they still leave me

Far too long have I been on my life's edge
L
Undeceased
Undeceased

It's just a matter of time
Before I leave myself behind

I've almost pushed everything away from myself
And soon there will be no more reasons to beg for help
I'm very slowly dissipating, and as this continues on there will be nothing else

I am just too tired
The ending is all I desire

I silently quiver as the waves of life crash against my hollow shell
Striking endlessly, and after living through this I don't even fear the depths of hell
Because being this strong means I've accomplished killing every emotion I've ever felt

This life of mine shall be undone
My era of hopelessness has begun

I could be so more much than t
When the war has begunWelcome to a world where an Alpha's cry is heard,
where we Omega's sulk in the beauty of a word.
Where the screech upon a battle is a sentence never said,
where an Alpha's victory is an Omega dead...
Where an Alpha's victory is an Omega dead...

Upon this cherished world with a lust trapped within fate,
the Alpha's know to trick the contemplation of the date.
We Omegas in the shadows soon strengthen in the void,
knowin' that the world would rather have us destroyed...
Knowin' that the world would rather have us destroyed...

It's time to rise up as the Alpha's have their fun,
time to spread the sound of a song once never sung.
It's
Words To Ash
Words To Ash

My embers burn / A fire roars
My inner war / A blaze of words

I wrote this for you
I wanted you to read it, I really wanted you to

But instead I kept it
So my pain remains hidden

Because I know that I'll probably never see you again
Which means I must find another way for me to be forgiven

Even if it's just a placebo effect
In order for me to try and move on
Because I will always be kind of broken
So this is me trying to undo what you have done

Maybe this has happened to me for a reason
Another   tragic   gift   of   believing
That I don't need vengeance
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All you have is a life that is ready to break
All you know is how to
Only In My Memories
Only In My Memories

The thoughts are like frost-bitten pins
Everything goes numb when the cycle begins

I'm every sin

No hands were lent, no hands to take
Abandonment   abandonment   abandonment
No tears were shed, no tears to make
Abolishment   abolishment   abolishment
-
The images are like venomized needles
After the feelings are injected, I'm left fearful

I'm chaotically peaceful

This self-suffering is man-made, so I hope for my own sake
Heart infection   heart infection   heart infection
I thought it was destiny, but I fell for you too
The Unread Letter
The Unread Letter

If I could go back in time
I would, and say what I really wanted to say
Then maybe, just maybe you would still be mine
And I never would have had to go through all of this pain

I yearn to take it all back
To cast away every word that was said
I want you to know I didn't mean any of that
Because I knew you were the one when we first met

You're the one that let go
I was the one to get left behind
You're the one that took my soul
I was the one that had a break down that night
-
You said nothing
And left me waiting

I needed you to say something
I silently pleaded for you to say anything

Maybe I thought it was a
Breaking Out Tonight
Breaking Out Tonight

Your name is despair
And you demand that I live in fear

I gave you everything that you have ever asked
But I never got anything in return for any of that
Although you still managed to continually stab me in the back

Your name is remorse
And you wish for me abide by a damaging oath

Nothing but puppet, as I was used as your scapegoat
Sinister strings guided me to cast aside all forms of hope
We considered each other friends, because you were all I used to know

Your name is sorrow
And you want me to never again see tomorrow

I am your undying sacrifice, the one and only reoccurring offering
Once you had a taste,
A Loveless Day
A Loveless Day
(That Will Never Fade)

This same old dream that I so loath
A vision of a dull world shrouded in gray

As I walk down a never ending road
The colorlessness in everything never seems to decay

In slow motion I suffer alone
Under the  liquid-silver droplets of rain
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You had no idea how strong my love was
You played a part in the pain that was dealt and done

You didn't experience the ocean of tears that I had to swim through
You didn't see the countless days I had to endure without being around you

You never felt the sickness within the soul that I had kept
You never knew of the quakes in my heart that you ha
I Am A...I am a survivor
Because I wish to survive.

I am a dreamer
Because dreams are my break from reality.

I am a lover
Because I yearn to love.

I am a seeker
Because I will seek for my joy.

I am an observer
Because I can observe my enemies,
and know the score.

I am a killer
Because I kill to save others.

I am a hunter
Because I will hunt for truth and lies.

I am a decider
Because I can decide if I can trust you.

I am a teacher
Because I teach the future.

I am a student
Because I still learn.

I am a fighter
Because I do not believe in surrender.

I am a hater
Because the world dispises my spirit
and wants to bring me down.

I
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Wings Of Fire

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Wings Of Fire

Damages have been reversed
I have so many flaws to be purged
Tempted for the gift of death to end this living curse

I plead for you to pass the torch
Hand over the destiny I've been waiting for
I can no longer endure this unbearably slow dirge

My burner
Send me off to the fiery abyss
My ignitor
Free me from life's grip
-
Weep not for past sins
Leave behind those memories
Weep not for scarred skin
Forgive those memorable tragedies

Let go of that darkness within
Grasp onto serenity
Lift up the veil for the ending
Hold onto clarity

Choose peace over pain
Pick calm over chaos
Choose love over hate
Pick freedom over weakness
-
Mourning for the abandoned promises
Though I can't undo what I really said
Because soon I will be turned into ashes

Please do not follow my footprints of flame
For they only lead down a lonely path full of blame
There is no honorable life, or even death for what I became

My fire
Burn away this cruel reality
My destroyer
Fade out the world that was not meant for me

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Purged by fire
Death, become my world destroyer
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This poem is written for my project, titled- "The Prodigy's Suicide"
In volume nine: Wings Of Nobody
Wings Of Darkness - [link]
Wings Of Fire -
Wings Of Light - Not Yet Written
Wings Of Ice - Not Yet Written
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©2012-2013 ~ImmortalizedLies
Category: Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

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Mood: Miserable ~ColdBlackRaven Oct 19, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
This was painful. The italics part killed me inside. It felt relatable :iconheartbreakplz:

Amazing work :clap:
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Mood: Sadness ~ImmortalizedLies Oct 24, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much, but I'm sorry it had that effect on you :(
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~ColdBlackRaven Oct 24, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
you're welcome and no you don't need to be sorry. You did really good :)
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~LiliaKatie Aug 4, 2012  Student Artist
beautiful
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Mood: Joy ~ImmortalizedLies Aug 4, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
:) Thank you.
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~shuboo Aug 3, 2012  Student Writer
That is a very beautiful poem
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Mood: Wow! ~ImmortalizedLies Aug 4, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you a ton, I'm so happy that you liked this one. :D
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Mood: Sadness ~midna27 Aug 3, 2012  Student Artist
thats a sad poem.
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Mood: Sadness ~ImmortalizedLies Aug 4, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Yes, sad panda is sad :(
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~midna27 Aug 4, 2012  Student Artist
So why did you make this? What was your inspiration?
(Oh gosh I sound like a tv spokesperson)
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