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Wings Of Fire
Wings Of Fire

Damages have been reversed
I have so many flaws to be purged
Tempted for the gift of death to end this living curse

I plead for you to pass the torch
Hand over the destiny I've been waiting for
I can no longer endure this unbearably slow dirge

My burner
Send me off to the fiery abyss
My ignitor
Free me from life's grip
-
Weep not for past sins
Leave behind those memories
Weep not for scarred skin
Forgive those memorable tragedies

Let go of that darkness within
Grasp onto serenity
Lift up the veil for the ending
Hold onto clarity

Choose peace over pain
Pick calm over chaos
Choose love over hate
Pick freedo
No More Therapy
No More Therapy

Nothing works anymore
I knew it all along; the end is near
I've said it once and I've said it before
I was never meant to exist; I was not meant to be here

Hated by all / See me fall
Loved by none / Heart is numb
Rejected by life / Fallen from strife
From this- I've become / After this- I'm done

Through this blame
Is the choice
Of my decision

Hear the pain
In my voice
I am suffering
-
I no longer could drown out the sounds
Swallowed from within
I was surrounded by an internal doubt
Regretting everything

Remember the days
Relive the nights
Of my shame
In my mind

Growing up in society
I got lost
Being raised with hypocrisy
Only In My Memories
Only In My Memories

The thoughts are like frost-bitten pins
Everything goes numb when the cycle begins

I'm every sin

No hands were lent, no hands to take
Abandonment   abandonment   abandonment
No tears were shed, no tears to make
Abolishment   abolishment   abolishment
-
The images are like venomized needles
After the feelings are injected, I'm left fearful

I'm chaotically peaceful

This self-suffering is man-made, so I hope for my own sake
Heart infection   heart infection   heart infection
I thought it was destiny, but I fell for you too
The Unread Letter
The Unread Letter

If I could go back in time
I would, and say what I really wanted to say
Then maybe, just maybe you would still be mine
And I never would have had to go through all of this pain

I yearn to take it all back
To cast away every word that was said
I want you to know I didn't mean any of that
Because I knew you were the one when we first met

You're the one that let go
I was the one to get left behind
You're the one that took my soul
I was the one that had a break down that night
-
You said nothing
And left me waiting

I needed you to say something
I silently pleaded for you to say anything

Maybe I thought it was a
Leaving Heaven
Leaving Heaven

I'm not fit for the title of saint
For...I thrive with guilt and shame

I feel related to the fallen
I'd...be better off forgotten

Because it's growing on me
This...abomination of self-centered pity

I beg for the removal of my existence
Father...I don't wish to be a disappointment
-
I can't stand my broken flaws
I'm unlike any other angel of god
A soldier, a warrior- is what I am not

So allow me to let go of my cross
Even though it's all I've really got
But I realize that I will always be a lost cause

Emptiness fills every single thought / Hopelessness is what I have wrought
A clouded path I now walk /  Reassura
The Unseen Life
The Unseen Life

I thought pain was created to fade
But it seems like my life was crafted to break
So I apologize to the mirror and say "I'm sorry, it's too late."
I can't even look at my own face, as I can never accept my mistakes

I realize that I am brokenly made
-
My mind bleeds away the memories I've wasted
Remorse begins to slowly fill in the gaps that are left
This stained razor blade leaves every dark moment perfectly divided
I try not to indulge in act of prayer, because I refuse to ever confess

Even in death I will never rest
-
All visible colors descend into the ground
And time drifts off to sleep
Every sharp outline a
Aura: The Radiance
Aura: The Radiance

I wore this pain like a crown / I was so broken
I kept on falling down / I felt my soul shattering

I couldn't hear anything / listening to my own twisted thoughts
I was blinded from everything / witnessing my own tragic downfall

I stopped dreaming of better days / I ceased believing long ago
My countless nightmares wouldn't fade / I was left in this dark world alone

I guess this is how I really pictured my own end
I just want it to finally be over with, I won't resent death

To the end of this long, and lonely road
Dangling on my unfinished rope

Lift me up, lift me up, lift me up, and don't let me go!
Hold me hig
Timeless
Timeless

Seconds to minutes

There's nothing to show for my on-going patience
All I seem to cling onto is this futile existence

I'm slowly succumbing to the dreadful silence
Too long have I been dependent on hopeful emotions
Nothing to lose, and nothing to gain, thus everything is pointless
-
Hours turn into days

I helplessly idle by as life itself starts to decay away
It's just like throwing away the memories of yesterday

Those special moments I held onto, all of the happiness I gave
I thought it was all for something, because it can never be replaced
Though I only have myself to blame, as I continue to let everything be disgrac
The Coward (I Am) The Hero (Is Damned)
The Coward (I Am) The Hero (Is Damned)

Every choice that I've made always failed / always failed
Every day I looked death in the eyes, and I smiled / I smiled
I guess I just gave up somewhere in the beginning / in the beginning
Piece by piece, I let myself go, I'm slowly breaking / I'm slowly breaking

Taunting my own useless mortality / preaching to the ashen-winged angel
This lifespan of mine is such treachery / the golden doors are too judgmental

My worst enemy is also my own reflection / a war to be unleashed
My only friends are the tears that keep dripping / though they still leave me

Far too long have I been on my life's edge
L
Magic in the TellingThe seasons come and go
But some things never change
Love like ribbons bleeding
Simple words upon a page

Close my eyes and see you
Your echo will not fade
Memories silken soft
For in your light I bathed

Like the sweetest angel
With healing in your wings
You came to me in dreams
And led this heart to sing

Unsurpassed your beauty
Radiance shines within
How could I not worship
And how can love be sin?

Can't you hear me calling
Or see these falling tears
This heart for you will yearn
Through all my passing years

My love will never fail
You live within my heart
But sometimes I feel lonely
And my world falls apart

And so I b
Shadow World
Shadow World

It's enveloping my heart
And   tainting   my   soul
I've been corrupted by the dark
A   new   power   to   behold

I'm too far gone already
Just   give   in
Accepting my tragedy
A   new   path   will   begin

Transform into what I dreamed of
No   longer   afraid
The road to peace will be victorious
A   triumph   so   great

I closed my eyes for the last time / I watched it all disappear
I left behind my old life / I've become what I've feared
-
I know this path is one that very few desire
But what's done is done
Never again will I look into a mirror
For my darkness and I have become one

It's what I've always want
Who am I?                      "I am me.."
     
               Who ever that may be.

                           Made by a world,

                Not easily understood.

          
The Peace Seeker
The Peace Seeker

Whispers that no one hears

The world is deaf from despair

The sun becomes my throne

As I watch reality become undone
-
Someone can be another person's hero
If only love existed

Dusk will break with a darker tomorrow
Another day of being two-faced

Every second- a promise is broken
Every minute- a tear is taken

Every hour- a smile is forced
Every day- a child is born

I stitch my mouth shut / I finally had enough
Silence is my sin / Truth is my friend

Seal my eyes wide / Lies can finally hide
I will witness no evil / I will force another smile

Anyone can be someone's demon
Because greed insists it

Peace is no
Breaking Out Tonight
Breaking Out Tonight

Your name is despair
And you demand that I live in fear

I gave you everything that you have ever asked
But I never got anything in return for any of that
Although you still managed to continually stab me in the back

Your name is remorse
And you wish for me abide by a damaging oath

Nothing but puppet, as I was used as your scapegoat
Sinister strings guided me to cast aside all forms of hope
We considered each other friends, because you were all I used to know

Your name is sorrow
And you want me to never again see tomorrow

I am your undying sacrifice, the one and only reoccurring offering
Once you had a taste,
Scarmaker
Scarmaker

Your promises kept
Breaking   Breaking   Breaking
I tried to hold onto those hopeful words you said
But you've always managed to hurt the both of us in the end

These tears shed
Seething  Seething  Seething
Down and away like liquified memories of regret
While every stinging mistake rushes back and quickly spreads

My hands left
Trembling   Trembling   Trembling
I find myself feeling lost in this inner emptiness
As all of my love for you continually bleeds out of my chest

-
This is our last resort / Please don't say it's so!
There's no trus
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Put a bullet through my head
Swallow the pills to cure my pain
I will fall towards my final rest♪

If you're reading this
I can't say that I'm sorry

Too low have I fallen
I gave into those past memories

I allowed this to happen
But in the end I was able to find peace

♪Slide knives through my veins
Put a bullet through my head
Swallow the pills to cure my pain
I will fall towards my final rest♪

You tried to help me cope
When I was at my wit's end

But as soon as you left me alone
The darkness made its descent

It's corruption was mine to hone
A shadowy friend that I woul
Leaving Heaven
Leaving Heaven

I'm not fit for the title of saint
For...I thrive with guilt and shame

I feel related to the fallen
I'd...be better off forgotten

Because it's growing on me
This...abomination of self-centered pity

I beg for the removal of my existence
Father...I don't wish to be a disappointment
-
I can't stand my broken flaws
I'm unlike any other angel of god
A soldier, a warrior- is what I am not

So allow me to let go of my cross
Even though it's all I've really got
But I realize that I will always be a lost cause

Emptiness fills every single thought / Hopelessness is what I have wrought
A clouded path I now walk /  Reassura
Stormwalker
Stormwalker

Tread harshly on my nightmares

Make my fears all disappear

Hold me close, my rainstopper

So I won't be alone...anymore
-
A night like tonight
It'll be alright
To cry

Tears seem to fly
Within glistening light
So fine

Relieve thy tired heart
Put thy pain in my arms
Allow those woes to depart

The strong are the weak ones / Once the damage is finally done
Crack and shatter my soul / My protected tears are no more
Don't let my sympathy be wasted / My morals won't become faded

I'm leaving my heart open / Don't let yourself worsen
I will always care / I will always be here
This is what I will always be / The vanquisher of your ag

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Wings Of Darkness

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Wings Of Darkness

I seek your help to become the unseen
Guide all of this pain back into my lies
Please, never let me experience this again

I need you to blind me from the light
Cease the false hope from shining in vain
Push back the blood and tears so I won't cry

My warrior
Sheath me between your hollow feathers
My defender
Keep me in your tight embrace forever
-
Turn every sad day into calm night
Burn the radiating sun out

Darken the dreaming sky
Let the fading clouds melt

Lock away this cruel gift of sight
I no longer want it

Shut out the world from you and I
I yearn for this

Take away this self-hatred
Bring back my innocence

Obliterate this life I've wasted
Color my world obsidian
-
You're the only one now
So here I am, on my knees and broken
I'm pleading for you, I want to be found

These weeping words of mine have spoken
All you need to do now is finally come down
I just cannot wait for the consuming blackness to open

My savior
Cover up my fragile heart
My protector
Wrap my soul inside the dark

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Wings Of Darknessby ~ImmortalizedLies

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I lost myself in life
Fallen into blackness
I found myself in the night
Coming into a forgiven darkness
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This poem is written for my project which is titled "The Prodigy's Suicide"
In volume nine: Wings Of Nobody
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©2012-2013 ~ImmortalizedLies
Category: Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

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~KrookedSmile Nov 24, 2012
You're amazing!
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Mood: Love ~ImmortalizedLies Nov 27, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Awww, lol well thank you. This is also one of my favorites that I wrote. <3
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Mood: Sadness ~midna27 Aug 10, 2012  Student Artist
this ones sad to.
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Mood: Wow! ~ImmortalizedLies Aug 11, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I hope you liked it :P
I love this one.
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~midna27 Aug 11, 2012  Student Artist
The bird reminds me of a mocking jay.
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~TwilightEtopis Aug 3, 2012
Beautiful poem the words are precise and beautiful.You can just imagine the soul of the person wanting to fade from reality.
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Mood: Joy ~ImmortalizedLies Aug 4, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
:)
I'm glad I was able to paint that image for you. This one was really fun to write, and the story behind how it came to me is okay too.
Thank you.
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~TwilightEtopis Aug 4, 2012
your welcome
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~TheWolfsFriend Aug 3, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
This is an amazing poem. Astonishingly saddening; makes me appreciate life more.
Makes me think of Riku from Kingdom Hearts.
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Mood: Wow! ~ImmortalizedLies Aug 6, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
:) I really love how it ended, it's the main reason why I love this one so much.
Thank you again.
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