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HellGathering darkness beckons
I watch my world close in
Sliding into private hell
For some forgotten sin

Come tidal wave of sadness
Wash every hope away
Drive me to the deepest depths
Then fight to make me stay

Unworthy, lost and lonely
Crush everything I am
Hold up that silvered mirror
For this unwanted man

Show me all my brokenness
The flaws I try to hide
Highlight every failure
Steal every trace of pride

Then leave me in the blackness
Without the will to fight
Helpless sniveling coward
So lost without a light

Crying tears of loneliness
In deep depressions maze
This iron grip far stronger
Than any man made cage

Reach ou

The Coward (I Am) The Hero (Is Damned)

The Coward (I Am) The Hero (Is Damned)

Every choice that I've made always failed / always failed
Every day I looked death in the eyes, and I smiled / I smiled
I guess I just gave up somewhere in the beginning / in the beginning
Piece by piece, I let myself go, I'm slowly breaking / I'm slowly breaking

Taunting my own useless mortality / preaching to the ashen-winged angel
This lifespan of mine is such treachery / the golden doors are too judgmental

My worst enemy is also my own reflection / a war to be unleashed
My only friends are the tears that keep dripping / though they still leave me

Far too long have I been on my life's edge
L

Dependent

Dependent

It's one of those days
When everything goes wrong
And it hurts you in ways
When it feels like you don't belong

Thinking of the choices you made
What you've done
Questioning if redemption is too late
Can this guilt be overcome?
-
I deserve to remain
Locked within the pain
As my tears are wrapped in chains

And it's all true
What we all go through
Take all of my problems and give 'em to you

Because I cannot
Win back the battles I lost
For I am unable to pay the courage it costs

For those who say
That the past can't be changed
They're right, but the memories won't go away

So lead me astray
Carry all of my burdens

Dragon BloodForged from the souls of the bravest of men
They are tempered in the flames of eternal war
Ever will they stand against the tides of evil
For the dark shall claim no more

In the burning mountains of the Dragonkin
It is Man who swore a sacred oath
For in exchange for the Dragon's blood
Man must now protect them both

I speak of the legends; these Gods of battle
Warriors clad in suits of steel
They come as champions of a greiving world
And all shall learn to kneel

But not in supplication, nor out of dominance
We kneel in reverence of the bringers of light
These warriors imbued with the Eternal Flame
Shall chase the shadows of nigh

The WarningYes, I remember love
And passions roaring flame
The thrill of that first kiss
Desires you cannot tame

I recall the fervor
Love's roller coaster ride
How your heart beats faster
When she stands at your side

So listen when I say
Love to me's no stranger
And this my friend I've learned
She comes with hidden danger

Behold the walking wreck
That holds a broken heart
I was a better man
Till love tore me apart

Her hateful bitter blade
Just stole my world away
Gave it to another
It did no good to pray

They say that time heals wounds
That's such a sinful lie
Her's are scars I'll carry
Until the day I die

So my friend walk wisel

The Poets Birth...Snow is gently falling
I feel it's cold caress
My world disappearing
All by ice possessed

Passions embers dying
Love falling from the sky
Screaming out to heaven
The simple question, why?

Helplessly I'm watching
I know my heart must die
A thousand broken shards
No more to rise and fly

The sky is cold and black
The stars so far away
Beneath this long dead moon
My crying soul must stay

I begged the sun, 'don't go'
Yet from my sky she fled
Left me alone and dying
And not a word was said

Love thy blade bites deeply
There's crimson on the snow
And from this bleeding heart
The hurting words shall flow

Tears like rain are fa

Magic in the TellingThe seasons come and go
But some things never change
Love like ribbons bleeding
Simple words upon a page

Close my eyes and see you
Your echo will not fade
Memories silken soft
For in your light I bathed

Like the sweetest angel
With healing in your wings
You came to me in dreams
And led this heart to sing

Unsurpassed your beauty
Radiance shines within
How could I not worship
And how can love be sin?

Can't you hear me calling
Or see these falling tears
This heart for you will yearn
Through all my passing years

My love will never fail
You live within my heart
But sometimes I feel lonely
And my world falls apart

And so I b

Face Me"Face Me"

So it seems now yet again

God has placed you in my sight

Its time to discuss this my dear friend

I wonder if we'll make it out alive

We need to help each other

If we are going to survive

But I would rather cover

My ashamed face and hide

But here in this time and space

For this moment I won't run

Here we are now face to face

I will not be outdone

I can feel you glaring

Staring at my weakened heart

The one that's always tearing

And ripping it apart

But this has got to stop

No more of this resentment

I will come out on top

I will gain my contentment

You were always such a pain

Our thoughts often collided

Driving

I Know I Can't WinOpen eyelids see,
sad morning light.
Haunted by hands,
by words,
tortured by night.
Bruises are covered,
by make-up and clothes.
Tears dry,
smiles lie,
so nobody will know.
Blood lost by blood-lust,
desire and despise.
Feeding,
delicious fear,
from innocent eyes.
Today becomes tomorrow,
and the next and the next.
Tormented hands,
and lips pray,
for a day of sweet rest.
No daylight nor nightfall,
forbids more disdain.
But lessons learned,
lessen,
the measure of pain.
Don't fight back... Don't complain.

once againI have forgotten my name
I have forgotten my past
This beautiful woman was married to me?
I do not know

I have all forgotten
my job, my family, my wife
the shock has destroyed my recollections

she is crying
she is sad
sorry
I did not want

she remains with me
Despite this dramatic situation
this woman loves me

and me, I want to love her
once again

Heartsbane

Heartsbane

Being around you like I am
It's a sensation I can hardly stand
Passed the point of torture, which I can barely pretend
So I have you show you I'm okay, and that I'm doing the best I can

This weight of my heart's world
Harboring all of these scars, new and old
And it contains countless secrets that I try and hold
Which I continue to endure alone, because I sold my soul
-
This pain is my peace
That's why I need you, please

Your hope divides the fear
So I will always depend on you being here

But I'm so afraid
To let myself love someone again

Because my hands are still stained
From all of those heavy tears that rained

Psychotic LoveThe tears of the sky..
They cleanse the red.....
Born from a lie....
A light now dead

Like swirls of insanity
Dropping into masses...
Denying reality.....
As pain encompasses

Your Light....

The sky dressed in grey
Sings a song of forlorn
What price must I pay?
To mend what is torn...

I who stole lives
Gained life from you....
I who saw lies
Lies, you made true.....

My darkened soul
In pieces, so broken
You made it whole....
Is it heavens's token?

Like the heavenly sun....

Silence these voices that torment me so
Showing me things I dont wish to know
Deep within the depths of my heart
Is a desire that tears me apart..

The White Cloth

Stain that white cloth
Take away its cleanness, and innocence
Stain that White cloth
Do not think what it feels, think about yourself

The cloth won't stay the same
And the bully, the bully loved to take away the innocence
The cloth is a victim
And the bully, he thinks about his pleasure of torturing it

Either it's a piece cloth, a paper or a pen
When the bully is done, it will never be the same
The cloth is stained, the paper is ripped to pieces and the pen is broken, bleeding it's ink
The bully looks at his victims, with pride, he loves hearing their cries

Never stain the cloth
For in the end, that stain stays
Never stain the

I Am A...I am a survivor
Because I wish to survive.

I am a dreamer
Because dreams are my break from reality.

I am a lover
Because I yearn to love.

I am a seeker
Because I will seek for my joy.

I am an observer
Because I can observe my enemies,
and know the score.

I am a killer
Because I kill to save others.

I am a hunter
Because I will hunt for truth and lies.

I am a decider
Because I can decide if I can trust you.

I am a teacher
Because I teach the future.

I am a student
Because I still learn.

I am a fighter
Because I do not believe in surrender.

I am a hater
Because the world dispises my spirit
and wants to bring me down.

I

Love is Love.If we go nowhere I would be happy with that,
As long as we are together I will be happy knowing this fact,
They say our love is wrong and that we are abominations,
They say we are one of "God's" failed creations,
It's funny because they are clueless about what we are,
That we have massive amounts of love and that we will go far,
Love is love regardless of gender,
These are basic my rights and I'll always be a defender,
I will stand for what I know is right,
Sadly I think it will be a never ending fight,
It's sickening to see how some people raise their kids,
To be racist, sexist, and to hate for no reason,
To bash those around th

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S. Note

Dear mother, dear father
Dear brother, dear sister

Don't worry, you still have each other
And without me you're all so much stronger
Leave me behind and let me go, I promise the days will get brighter

Dear teachers, dear counselors
Dear therapists, dear doctors

You have my gratitude for what you all did
But I hit rock bottom too many times, and this last one was it
The end of the road again, as if no one could have kept me from a coffin
-
I was not fit to live life
I failed at everything, every time
I sincerely did my very best, I really tried
I just could no longer stand feeling so powerless inside

I lay wide awake ev

Frozen Whirlpool

Frozen Whirlpool

Somewhere...in the ocean
There is a whirlpool...that is...frozen
-
I no longer had anything keeping me bound to this world
You were my love, you were my chain, and my heart was a link
And I couldn't bear the thought of never seeing your face anymore
So my knees gave, as I let my thoughts break, and I forced myself to sink
-
Somewhere...in the darkness
There is a soul...which became faithless
-
All those memories down the drain
I feel the bitterness of hope
While my tears rain
I cannot cope
-
Somewhere...in the depths
There is a spark...cradled by emptiness
-
My pain will always remain in time
As I never w

Dear My Guardian Angel

Dear My Guardian Angel

I was born with an invisible noose, and as I got older it got tighter
I kept looking for the perfect opportunity to drop, it's either now or never

Dear Heaven / Dear Hell / I am my own executioner!
-
Every night, I lay awake, starring down a loaded barrel of a gun
Aimed at my tempting skull, and the trigger is ready to go off

Dear God / Dear Lucifer / I am not that promising child I once was!
-
I've always stood on the edge of my life with adrenaline-fueled anxiety
That corruption coursed through, and took over, it's too late already

Dear Paradise / Dear Purgatory / You need to wait a little longer, and wait

Shadow Sun

Shadow Sun

And in that very moment, I knew it was already too late
My   vision   has   adjusted
The memories of my former life all just slipped away
My   light   has   faded

The last of the fallen sparks fluttered in the distance
My   hope   has   been   obliterated
The shadows rose to claim their long awaited radiance
My   destiny   was    always   fated
-
In my heart, I lost it all
To this very second, it's still my fa

The Unseen Life

The Unseen Life

I thought pain was created to fade
But it seems like my life was crafted to break
So I apologize to the mirror and say "I'm sorry, it's too late."
I can't even look at my own face, as I can never accept my mistakes

I realize that I am brokenly made
-
My mind bleeds away the memories I've wasted
Remorse begins to slowly fill in the gaps that are left
This stained razor blade leaves every dark moment perfectly divided
I try not to indulge in act of prayer, because I refuse to ever confess

Even in death I will never rest
-
All visible colors descend into the ground
And time drifts off to sleep
Every sharp outline a

Plead For Release

Plead For Release

God, I hope I'm doing this right
I was never really one for praying
God, Please look at me in my eyes
I'm sorry, I'm just so sorry for everything
Even though I'm just another one of your creations
I wonder why I was born surrounded by destruction

I know nothing of your pity
But I still want to try and believe in thee
-
I crumble down to my knees
And I beg of you, please

Destroy every nightmare that I have ever slept
Break and shatter every mirror in existence
So I don't have to dream of what I've become to be
So I don't have to see what has finally become of me
-
God, I was never really one for confrontatio

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The Unread Letter

by ~ImmortalizedLies, Jun 25, 2012, 5:15:09 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

The ~~Unread~~ Letter

If I could go back in time
I would, and say what I really wanted to say
Then maybe, just maybe you would still be mine
And I never would have had to go through all of this pain

I yearn to take it all back
To cast away every word that was said
I want you to know I didn't mean any of that
Because I knew you were the one when we first met

You're the one that let go
I was the one to get left behind
You're the one that took my soul
I was the one that had a break down that night
-
You said nothing
And left me waiting

I needed you to say something
I silently pleaded for you to say anything

Maybe I thought it was a hollow threat
But I knew it was a damaging move you meant
-
If I only had one wish
I would ask to see you once again
And then I would beg for forgiveness
Just to try and undo all of my unjustified destruction

Every mistake made
All of the tears that were shed
Every dream of you that I created
All of the hopeless thoughts I kept

I'd give everything just for you to know
That I love you more than you could imagine
Though we may have parted paths a long time ago
You're still a part of my heart, and it's still heavily beating

The Unread Letterby ~ImmortalizedLies

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If only you knew
Who this letter is addressed to

I broke down and wrote this for you
I still love you, even after all you put me through
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In volume six: My Letters To No One
The Unread Letter -
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S.Note - [not yet written]
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~lookin-for-the-truth Aug 12, 2012

'But I knew it was a damaging move you meant ' even if theyre trying to hurt u now u still love em..

~ImmortalizedLies Aug 14, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

You got a point there, so I have to agree.
I hope you liked this one.

~lookin-for-the-truth Aug 18, 2012

indeed i doo absolutely love it and all the feelings behind it too

~LeNerdismX3 Jul 1, 2012 Student General Artist

Kinda hurts to read, even if I still want to finish it. My heart kinda just clenched. > <" Nice work though, amazing job...

~ImmortalizedLies Jul 3, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

I know what you mean, a lot of my work is hard to read, even for me.....ironically....me, being the writer and all. :/
Anyway, I'm glad you thought it was good. Thanks.

~LeNerdismX3 Jul 3, 2012 Student General Artist

You're welcome.^^

~kartiksharma Jun 27, 2012 Student General Artist

Amazing Job!♥

~ImmortalizedLies Jun 27, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Thank you so much. <3

~SanguineShadow Jun 26, 2012

It's crazy how much I can relate to this. The same thing happened to me and I feel the same way

~ImmortalizedLies Jun 27, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Awwww *hugs*

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