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Wings Of Fire

Damages have been reversed
I have so many flaws to be purged
Tempted for the gift of death to end this living curse

I plead for you to pass the torch
Hand over the destiny I've been waiting for
I can no longer endure this unbearably slow dirge

My burner
Send me off to the fiery abyss
My ignitor
Free me from life's grip
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Weep not for past sins
Leave behind those memories
Weep not for scarred skin
Forgive those memorable tragedies

Let go of that darkness within
Grasp onto serenity
Lift up the veil for the ending
Hold onto clarity

Choose peace over pain
Pick calm over chaos
Choose love over hate
Pick freedo

S. Note

S. Note

Dear mother, dear father
Dear brother, dear sister

Don't worry, you still have each other
And without me you're all so much stronger
Leave me behind and let me go, I promise the days will get brighter

Dear teachers, dear counselors
Dear therapists, dear doctors

You have my gratitude for what you all did
But I hit rock bottom too many times, and this last one was it
The end of the road again, as if no one could have kept me from a coffin
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I was not fit to live life
I failed at everything, every time
I sincerely did my very best, I really tried
I just could no longer stand feeling so powerless inside

I lay wide awake ev

Words To Ash

Words To Ash

My embers burn / A fire roars
My inner war / A blaze of words

I wrote this for you
I wanted you to read it, I really wanted you to

But instead I kept it
So my pain remains hidden

Because I know that I'll probably never see you again
Which means I must find another way for me to be forgiven

Even if it's just a placebo effect
In order for me to try and move on
Because I will always be kind of broken
So this is me trying to undo what you have done

Maybe this has happened to me for a reason
Another tragic gift of believing
That I don't need vengeance
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All you have is a life that is ready to break
All you know is how to

Wings Of Darkness

Wings Of Darkness

I seek your help to become the unseen
Guide all of this pain back into my lies
Please, never let me experience this again

I need you to blind me from the light
Cease the false hope from shining in vain
Push back the blood and tears so I won't cry

My warrior
Sheath me between your hollow feathers
My defender
Keep me in your tight embrace forever
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Turn every sad day into calm night
Burn the radiating sun out

Darken the dreaming sky
Let the fading clouds melt

Lock away this cruel gift of sight
I no longer want it

Shut out the world from you and I
I yearn for this

Take away this self-hatred
Bring back my in

In Between Dreams

In Between Dreams

A fragment of a second
Just one slight glance

You're the only person
That puts me in a trance

I feel so close to you
But I am so far away

If only you knew
I felt this way
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To fully express this feeling
It's like raw torture at heart
Because you live on without knowing
And it makes me desire you even more

A solace night of dreaming
I thought I never would have it
This longing luxury of sleeping
It's what I've always wanted

I thought it was too much to ask for
A sense of rest and relief
I feel as if it's more than I deserve
It's been so long since I had this nightmaric dise

Dreamtaker

Dreamtaker

SLIPPING   Slipping   slipping

I almost had it right in my palms

AWAY   Away   away

My eyes open wide like my lungs

GASPING   Gasping   gasping

Accumulated back into this world as I awake

PAIN   Pain   pain

Gathering the moments of the dream before it fades

REAPING   Reaping   reaping

My desired world is always taken from me

FAITH   Faith   faith

I never wanted it to be make belief

FEELING   Feeling   feeling

That un

The Unseen Life

The Unseen Life

I thought pain was created to fade
But it seems like my life was crafted to break
So I apologize to the mirror and say "I'm sorry, it's too late."
I can't even look at my own face, as I can never accept my mistakes

I realize that I am brokenly made
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My mind bleeds away the memories I've wasted
Remorse begins to slowly fill in the gaps that are left
This stained razor blade leaves every dark moment perfectly divided
I try not to indulge in act of prayer, because I refuse to ever confess

Even in death I will never rest
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All visible colors descend into the ground
And time drifts off to sleep
Every sharp outline a

The Unread Letter

The Unread Letter

If I could go back in time
I would, and say what I really wanted to say
Then maybe, just maybe you would still be mine
And I never would have had to go through all of this pain

I yearn to take it all back
To cast away every word that was said
I want you to know I didn't mean any of that
Because I knew you were the one when we first met

You're the one that let go
I was the one to get left behind
You're the one that took my soul
I was the one that had a break down that night
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You said nothing
And left me waiting

I needed you to say something
I silently pleaded for you to say anything

Maybe I thought it was a

Dear My Guardian Angel

Dear My Guardian Angel

I was born with an invisible noose, and as I got older it got tighter
I kept looking for the perfect opportunity to drop, it's either now or never

Dear Heaven / Dear Hell / I am my own executioner!
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Every night, I lay awake, starring down a loaded barrel of a gun
Aimed at my tempting skull, and the trigger is ready to go off

Dear God / Dear Lucifer / I am not that promising child I once was!
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I've always stood on the edge of my life with adrenaline-fueled anxiety
That corruption coursed through, and took over, it's too late already

Dear Paradise / Dear Purgatory / You need to wait a little longer, and wait

Shadow World

Shadow World

It's enveloping my heart
And tainting my soul
I've been corrupted by the dark
A new power to behold

I'm too far gone already
Just give in
Accepting my tragedy
A new path will begin

Transform into what I dreamed of
No longer afraid
The road to peace will be victorious
A triumph so great

I closed my eyes for the last time / I watched it all disappear
I left behind my old life / I've become what I've feared
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I know this path is one that very few desire
But what's done is done
Never again will I look into a mirror
For my darkness and I have become one

It's what I've always want

Only In My Memories

Only In My Memories

The thoughts are like frost-bitten pins
Everything goes numb when the cycle begins

I'm every sin

No hands were lent, no hands to take
Abandonment   abandonment   abandonment
No tears were shed, no tears to make
Abolishment   abolishment   abolishment
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The images are like venomized needles
After the feelings are injected, I'm left fearful

I'm chaotically peaceful

This self-suffering is man-made, so I hope for my own sake
Heart infection   heart infection   heart infection
I thought it was destiny, but I fell for you too

Scarmaker

Scarmaker

Your promises kept
Breaking   Breaking   Breaking
I tried to hold onto those hopeful words you said
But you've always managed to hurt the both of us in the end

These tears shed
Seething  Seething  Seething
Down and away like liquified memories of regret
While every stinging mistake rushes back and quickly spreads

My hands left
Trembling   Trembling   Trembling
I find myself feeling lost in this inner emptiness
As all of my love for you continually bleeds out of my chest

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This is our last resort / Please don't say it's so!
There's no trus

Drowning Out The World

Drowning Out The World

I find myself in the sounds
I release my pain in the lyrics
Enveloping peace is found
The vibes calm my spirit

But when silence falls
Reality and time stop
And then my mind floods
With ever-consuming thoughts
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The walls in my head break down
The serenity within goes silent
And every regret cries out
My memories become violent

I get this sensation
That my soul is too damaged

A dreadful realization
There's nothing left of me to salvage

Music is just a distraction
To blind myself from the carnage

I remain behind the destruction
Where darkness has the advantage

Remnants of rhyme hinder
Calling out to me once more
Ne

Leaving Heaven

Leaving Heaven

I'm not fit for the title of saint
For...I thrive with guilt and shame

I feel related to the fallen
I'd...be better off forgotten

Because it's growing on me
This...abomination of self-centered pity

I beg for the removal of my existence
Father...I don't wish to be a disappointment
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I can't stand my broken flaws
I'm unlike any other angel of god
A soldier, a warrior- is what I am not

So allow me to let go of my cross
Even though it's all I've really got
But I realize that I will always be a lost cause

Emptiness fills every single thought / Hopelessness is what I have wrought
A clouded path I now walk / Reassura

Plead For Release

Plead For Release

God, I hope I'm doing this right
I was never really one for praying
God, Please look at me in my eyes
I'm sorry, I'm just so sorry for everything
Even though I'm just another one of your creations
I wonder why I was born surrounded by destruction

I know nothing of your pity
But I still want to try and believe in thee
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I crumble down to my knees
And I beg of you, please

Destroy every nightmare that I have ever slept
Break and shatter every mirror in existence
So I don't have to dream of what I've become to be
So I don't have to see what has finally become of me
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God, I was never really one for confrontatio

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My   light   has   faded

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Nothing works anymore
I knew it all along; the end is near
I've said it once and I've said it before
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Hated by all / See me fall
Loved by none / Heart is numb
Rejected by life / Fallen from strife
From this- I've become / After this- I'm done

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Is the choice
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Hear the pain
In my voice
I am suffering
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The Final Act

by ~ImmortalizedLies, Jan 29, 2013, 1:01:55 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

The Final Act

♪Slide knives through my veins
Put a bullet through my head
Swallow the pills to cure my pain
I will fall towards my final rest♪

If you're reading this
I can't say that I'm sorry

Too low have I fallen
I gave into those past memories

I allowed this to happen
But in the end I was able to find peace

♪Slide knives through my veins
Put a bullet through my head
Swallow the pills to cure my pain
I will fall towards my final rest♪

You tried to help me cope
When I was at my wit's end

But as soon as you left me alone
The darkness made its descent

It's corruption was mine to hone
A shadowy friend that I wouldn't resent

♪Slide knives through my veins
Put a bullet through my head
Swallow the pills to cure my pain
I will fall towards my final rest♪

The only one who cared was you
I realized that near the end of my life

So you're the one I need to say this to
Every time I looked into your eyes

You gave me hope and got me through
So don't give up on trying to save other lives

♪Slide knives through my veins
Put a bullet through my head
Swallow the pills to cure my pain
I will fall towards my final rest♪

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