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Leaving Heaven

I'm not fit for the title of saint
For...I thrive with guilt and shame

I feel related to the fallen
I'd...be better off forgotten

Because it's growing on me
This...abomination of self-centered pity

I beg for the removal of my existence
Father...I don't wish to be a disappointment
-
I can't stand my broken flaws
I'm unlike any other angel of god
A soldier, a warrior- is what I am not

So allow me to let go of my cross
Even though it's all I've really got
But I realize that I will always be a lost cause

Emptiness fills every single thought / Hopelessness is what I have wrought
A clouded path I now walk / Reassura

No More Therapy

No More Therapy

Nothing works anymore
I knew it all along; the end is near
I've said it once and I've said it before
I was never meant to exist; I was not meant to be here

Hated by all / See me fall
Loved by none / Heart is numb
Rejected by life / Fallen from strife
From this- I've become / After this- I'm done

Through this blame
Is the choice
Of my decision

Hear the pain
In my voice
I am suffering
-
I no longer could drown out the sounds
Swallowed from within
I was surrounded by an internal doubt
Regretting everything

Remember the days
Relive the nights
Of my shame
In my mind

Growing up in society
I got lost
Being raised with hypocrisy

The Peace Seeker

The Peace Seeker

Whispers that no one hears

The world is deaf from despair

The sun becomes my throne

As I watch reality become undone
-
Someone can be another person's hero
If only love existed

Dusk will break with a darker tomorrow
Another day of being two-faced

Every second- a promise is broken
Every minute- a tear is taken

Every hour- a smile is forced
Every day- a child is born

I stitch my mouth shut / I finally had enough
Silence is my sin / Truth is my friend

Seal my eyes wide / Lies can finally hide
I will witness no evil / I will force another smile

Anyone can be someone's demon
Because greed insists it

Peace is no

Idle No More

Idle No More

Scattered bravery can and will unite!

Come together and let us stand up for our rights!

Let our voices ascend from this condescending lament!

Rise up and fight against the bitter injustice to the very end!
-
Generations have come and passed
But here has come a time
Where this bloodline may be the last

This is what we call life
Choked by the government's grasp
And abiding by the lies they hurl in a mass

Promises were disguised / Words were lies
We couldn't cross that line / A law where corruption aligns

A home that I can't call mine / A reservation to silence the mourning
A place for the shame they hide / A destruct

Drowning Out The World

Drowning Out The World

I find myself in the sounds
I release my pain in the lyrics
Enveloping peace is found
The vibes calm my spirit

But when silence falls
Reality and time stop
And then my mind floods
With ever-consuming thoughts
-
The walls in my head break down
The serenity within goes silent
And every regret cries out
My memories become violent

I get this sensation
That my soul is too damaged

A dreadful realization
There's nothing left of me to salvage

Music is just a distraction
To blind myself from the carnage

I remain behind the destruction
Where darkness has the advantage

Remnants of rhyme hinder
Calling out to me once more
Ne

Dreaming Of Tears

Dreaming Of Tears

Weary-eyed
Weakened to the very core
Traumatized
I can't endure this anymore

I'm going to black out
And be transported to a realm
Where my screams don't make a sound
Hate keeps me bound while I leave my fears to drown
-
I loath the days without rest
I despise the nights of endless stress

Though I can't settle for anything less
Because lower than this is death

It's like living and sleeping within tortuous realities
Even though I'm unconscious- there is no such thing as rest for me

No one knows how powerful my dreams can be
No one knows all of the graphic images I've seen

Dive into the ocean! / Swim through the thorns!
L

The Final Act

The Final Act

♪Slide knives through my veins
Put a bullet through my head
Swallow the pills to cure my pain
I will fall towards my final rest♪

If you're reading this
I can't say that I'm sorry

Too low have I fallen
I gave into those past memories

I allowed this to happen
But in the end I was able to find peace

♪Slide knives through my veins
Put a bullet through my head
Swallow the pills to cure my pain
I will fall towards my final rest♪

You tried to help me cope
When I was at my wit's end

But as soon as you left me alone
The darkness made its descent

It's corruption was mine to hone
A shadowy friend that I woul

Faces Of Mine

Faces Of Mine

A smile once so true
It changed direction over time
I knew it was there because of you
But it was just belief based from a lie

Hope cannot be granted
And then stripped away
You have left my core tainted
With these wicked games that you play

May it be a lesson
Or turn it into fact and truth
Love won't be as important
As I use these scars as my proof
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These eyes were once so hopeful
It was considered the rise after the fall

But my tears became unfaithful
As pain plunged out of my skull

No passion for the heart / No light for the dark
No love for the liars / No guilt for the defilers
No truth for the corrupted / No solace for

I'm So Far Away From Hope

I'm So Far Away From Hope

Society told me the world is black and white
I didn't want to believe it
Because I want something more than a narrow minded life
I need something different

Feeling as if I was truly alone in this world
It's hard to keep believing
Feeling as if I no longer could move forward
It's difficult to keep breathing

I'm stuck between the realms of discrimination and belief
I had to lock away my tears in a prison
For I am the only one who can keep my resolve safe
But I'm such a fragile person
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I knew I couldn't take any of it / I knew everyone is so swift with judgment
I knew I would fall to the hatred / I knew

Freak

Freak

My abnormalities

Are seen as abominations among humanity

I'm a another stereotype labeled by society

Even though I'm trying my best to just be me
-
I may not walk the same
But I still have my own path

I have my own footsteps to make
And my own happiness to grasp

You see me how you want to
I am who I am

You have your own narrow point of view
But I am just another human

So many words to be said / So much hate to be meant
Lash out towards the difference / Guilt trip my already-clouded conscience

I am not the one who is typical
I choose to look a different way

You need to look in the mirror
And ask what does a dictator always say?

Living a Lie.Living a Lie.

You say things you don't mean when you're angry.
You call me a waste of space and that you can't stand me.

When the dust settles you say you don't mean it.
You say I should know better than to believe it.

As usual I foolishly upkeep your illusive hold on me.
I allow you to mute my thoughts and take control of me.

You promise and reassure me that it will never happen again.
That this is the last time and you will put it all to an end.

But I know promises only comfort fools,
Who readily allow others to pull the wool

Over our eyes because it is easier to swallow the lies.
Can it be a mistake if it happens more than tw

Wings Of Darkness

Wings Of Darkness

I seek your help to become the unseen
Guide all of this pain back into my lies
Please, never let me experience this again

I need you to blind me from the light
Cease the false hope from shining in vain
Push back the blood and tears so I won't cry

My warrior
Sheath me between your hollow feathers
My defender
Keep me in your tight embrace forever
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Turn every sad day into calm night
Burn the radiating sun out

Darken the dreaming sky
Let the fading clouds melt

Lock away this cruel gift of sight
I no longer want it

Shut out the world from you and I
I yearn for this

Take away this self-hatred
Bring back my in

Stormwalker

Stormwalker

Tread harshly on my nightmares

Make my fears all disappear

Hold me close, my rainstopper

So I won't be alone...anymore
-
A night like tonight
It'll be alright
To cry

Tears seem to fly
Within glistening light
So fine

Relieve thy tired heart
Put thy pain in my arms
Allow those woes to depart

The strong are the weak ones / Once the damage is finally done
Crack and shatter my soul / My protected tears are no more
Don't let my sympathy be wasted / My morals won't become faded

I'm leaving my heart open / Don't let yourself worsen
I will always care / I will always be here
This is what I will always be / The vanquisher of your ag

Breaking Out Tonight

Breaking Out Tonight

Your name is despair
And you demand that I live in fear

I gave you everything that you have ever asked
But I never got anything in return for any of that
Although you still managed to continually stab me in the back

Your name is remorse
And you wish for me abide by a damaging oath

Nothing but puppet, as I was used as your scapegoat
Sinister strings guided me to cast aside all forms of hope
We considered each other friends, because you were all I used to know

Your name is sorrow
And you want me to never again see tomorrow

I am your undying sacrifice, the one and only reoccurring offering
Once you had a taste,

Awake

Awake

Bestow me your fear

Give me something to fight for

Let the sleeping blood in my veins flare

So I can pick myself up and head towards the war
-
I run
For the sun

I seek
Justice in thee

I fight
For our rights

Cries become faint! / Lies become replaced!
The sinners pretend to be saints! / All of their promises were fake!

Choose the battles to wage! / Use that stored up rage!
Put on your war paint! / Take back your pride today!

Wipe the grief from your face! / Idle no more is the phrase!
Don't let your name be disgraced! / Our gathered faith will never fade!

Act now before it's too late! / The government doesn't have a sla

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Shadow World

by *ImmortalizedLies, Jan 4, 2013, 3:56:33 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Shadow World

It's enveloping my heart
And tainting my soul
I've been corrupted by the dark
A new power to behold

I'm too far gone already
Just give in
Accepting my tragedy
A new path will begin

Transform into what I dreamed of
No longer afraid
The road to peace will be victorious
A triumph so great

I closed my eyes for the last time / I watched it all disappear
I left behind my old life / I've become what I've feared
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_{I know this path is one that very few desire
But what's done is done
Never again will I look into a mirror
For my darkness and I have become one

It's what I've always wanted
So I tried to cast aside my guilt
But I will always be haunted
From the innocent hope I killed}
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It's blinding my morals
And embracing my greed
I left behind my sorrow
And gained a new kind of belief

I've done it, I've really done it
Dawning this new dusk
I've made it into the darkness
The light was never enough

My metamorphosis is finally complete
Obtained obsidian eyes
I will never again taste grief
Overcame life's demise

I let all the pain fade away / Now I'm moving forward
This is not a grim mistake / I am meant for the shadow world

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But I defied the prophecy's and rose above all
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Shadow Sun

And in that very moment, I knew it was already too late
My   vision   has   adjusted
The memories of my former life all just slipped away
My   light   has   faded

The last of the fallen sparks fluttered in the distance
My   hope   has   been   obliterated
The shadows rose to claim their long awaited radiance
My   destiny   was    always   fated
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In my heart, I lost it all
To this very second, it's still my fa

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Shadow Symphony

Shadow Symphony

Every little promise of hope that you foolishly make up
Slowly melts back into nothingness, it now belongs to us
The light you created will never be as bright as it once was

Please, play us one of your sorrowful lullabies
Let our shadows leak the shapeless tears as we cry
And don't stop, continue on late into the ominous night

Slit Slit Slit
Blood from my fingers escape
Drip Drip Drip
Tears from my eyes evaporate

The voices in my head sing like a demonic choir
The racing thoughts fill my mind up with this despair
The color of my irises burst with

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~midna27 Jan 14, 2013 Student Artist

this reminds me of the song falling inside the black.

*ImmortalizedLies Jan 14, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

Hehe, that's the second time someone has mentioned that. The first time someone said that to me I checked the song on youtube and instantly fell in love with it. I have it on my iPod now. It's a really good song, so I take it as a compliment.

~midna27 Jan 19, 2013 Student Artist

welcome.

!DancingShadowLeaves Jan 6, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

You're welcome.

The lines which are problematic are the following: "The road to peace will be victorious," "I know this path is one that very few desire," and "My metamorphosis is finally complete." They just have a few too many syllables.

*ImmortalizedLies Jan 6, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

Ahhh okay. I agree with you on those ones. I know when I was writing it- there were more lines like that, which had to be scaled down to a certain degree. Some lines didn't get scaled down though. I'll be sure to make note of it, and maybe come back to it in the near possible future.

Thank you for your honesty!

!DancingShadowLeaves Jan 6, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

You're welcome.

~Aaron-Jay Jan 5, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

bleak... I like how you have the whole vision of never being able to rise up from the ashes. Defiantly a downer, but it's written so eloquently.

Good job my friend.

*ImmortalizedLies Jan 6, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

Thank you Aaron.
It's the second version of this. It was hard to rewrite because the first version was like a first person then switching to second third person kind of thing. It was back and forth, which I felt was too "all over the place" so in this revised version I kept it simple enough to where I liked it.

~Aaron-Jay Jan 6, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

Well, it's not easy doing a whole perspective change. I give you serious credit for doing that. *nods head in the affirmative* I wouldn't have even guessed you did that. It flowed very well.

!DancingShadowLeaves Jan 5, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

I love the premise of this piece, and the wonderful language choice. The rhythm is inconsistent in some places, but I think you did an excellent job!

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