Sta.sh
S. Note
Dear mother, dear father
Dear brother, dear sister
Don't worry, you still have each other
And without me you're all so much stronger
Leave me behind and let me go, I promise the days will get brighter
Dear teachers, dear counselors
Dear therapists, dear doctors
You have my gratitude for what you all did
But I hit rock bottom too many times, and this last one was it
The end of the road again, as if no one could have kept me from a coffin
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I was not fit to live life
I failed at everything, every time
I sincerely did my very best, I really tried
I just could no longer stand feeling so powerless inside
I lay wide awake every night
I prayed and prayed and asked "why?"
I was always silently drowning in the tears I cried
I am done with suffering, so this is where I draw the line
This is the end
One with a resentful beginning
It all came crashing down to nothing
It's what's only right, so I know what I'm doing
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Dear friends, dear betrayers
Dear relatives, dear deserters
I must have been too meaningless
While you all just stood by and watched, motionless
But I guess no one wants to try and help someone who is beyond broken
Dear heroes, dear villains
Dear angels, dear demons
You hurt me, and you also saved me
It became a damaging cycle that dragged on endlessly
I couldn't take it anymore, I was just holding on so hopelessly
I'm defeating my destiny, I'm ending my fate, this is how it all must be
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It means a lot.
