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Dear My Guardian Angel
Dear My Guardian Angel

I was born with an invisible noose, and as I got older it got tighter
I kept looking for the perfect opportunity to drop, it's either now or never

Dear Heaven / Dear Hell / I am my own executioner!
-
Every night, I lay awake, starring down a loaded barrel of a gun
Aimed at my tempting skull, and the trigger is ready to go off

Dear God / Dear Lucifer / I am not that promising child I once was!
-
I've always stood on the edge of my life with adrenaline-fueled anxiety
That corruption coursed through, and took over, it's too late already

Dear Paradise / Dear Purgatory / You need to wait a little longer, and wait
Darkest Evermore my LoveUpon thirst of shadows and scarlet streams,
her wanton eyes hunger like swollen pitch
Dark magick ebbs from the wounds of dreams,
for thou art my bride — my darkest witch

~Arthur Crow © 2012
The Solemn VersesI spend my days awake in the darkness,
Where going forward in life is but a guess.
Alone I muse on the memories I regret,
Images that floods me in cruel embarrassment,
But I fear not the experiences I won't forget.

So you think you know everything about me?
You understand what makes me truly tick,
And how you can cause my conscience to click.
You really believe everything you hear and see,
To a point where my death is all you'll hold dear.

I spend my nights dead to the nightmare,
Too cold to the rhythmic heartbeats that care.
Alone I ponder on the possessions I bide,
Items that curses me in flawed attainment,
But I hate not the
Hospital
"I hate hospitals."

"Why's that?"

"They're always trying to hide."

"What do you mean by 'hide'?"

"You smell that?"

"Yea. Smells clean."

"I hate that smell."

"Why?"

"It's too clean. It's like they're trying to hide the fact that people die here."

"Well that's morbid..."

"It's the truth."

"Would you rather it smell like germs and corpses?"

"No. But that's not the point."

"What is your point?"

"It's all just too... pleasant."

"Well yea. Hospitals are meant to help people. They're supposed to be pleasant."

"...You've never had a love one die, have you?"

"...No."

"No one should have to sit and watch the world spin on as if the pe
WaldeinsamkeitA murder of ravens
spits black
on a vermillion coloured day,
as a spine of leaves
crumbles under the pressure
of ghostly weight;
Its pieces of autumn,
borne by a whirling breath,
brush a lonely thought:
This winter will be cold.
Shadow Sun
Shadow Sun

And in that very moment, I knew it was already too late
My   vision   has   adjusted
The memories of my former life all just slipped away
My   light   has   faded

The last of the fallen sparks fluttered in the distance
My   hope   has   been   obliterated
The shadows rose to claim their long awaited radiance
My   destiny   was    always   fated
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In my heart, I lost it all
To this very second, it's still my fa
Era Of Silence
Era Of Silence

Cascading glares swim around my whole body
Searching for some kind of flaw that I might have
But they don't realize that my life is the problem entirely
I can hardly keep on hiding all of the imperfections I secretly grasp

Denial is simple / If you say so
Pretending is impossible / I can't let you know

So I no longer speak for myself
No,   not   anymore
I feel that I deserve this hell
My   pure   torture
-
I'm just too snared by the knives in my back
No one wanted to accept me for who I really was
That's why I had no choice but to put up this wounded act
But I guess that's what the feeling of losing everybody do
The Inane DreamI'd never seen such great a forest,
As the one I saw with more or less
Shrills crawling down my frigid spine;
Guess we call it fear or too much wine.
In this place, I do not know,
Monsters lurk in every shadow.
The sense of fright ran over me,
While violins played dramatically.
I only wanted reality,
I think I got more actually.
The dreadful howlings, I feared  see,
Came from behind the cherry tree.
Yet the scariest beast after me
Was the gigantic furry fairy,
She was hungry for she looked at me
And wanted to eat my whole body.
So I ran and ran into the dark
Hoping she wouldn't see and depart.
But she disappeared out of sigh
Crawling Out Of Lovea pit I have been cast in
my own choices force me down like gravity
hands scraping the stone on the plunge to the bottom
I had not been aware that I was falling

the sky looks like the rest of my life
free and beautiful and honest
I choke on the dampness of this abyss
crawling out of love is my only wish
Edgar allan poe statusI see your picture on the wall
'this story cant be true at all'
i hear myself say, underneath my breath
nearly half-dead, fulla regrets

'its too bad sad', i ramble out
at least from my point of view
I dont know about yours
I cant stand in your shoes

every tales got a start and end
i cant tell if this ones even began
cant even tell, yeah im that blind
sometimes ive gotta look twice

Carry on! i always say
make bad things turn ok
changes my perspective of things
makes a sunny day turn to rain.

8/26/12 11:39
Alcohol Fueled Words
Alcohol Fueled Words

Blame can go a long ways
When the problems stay intact
Guilt always refuses to fade
After another hurtful attack

Regret has an unquenchable thirst
While voices are thrown every direction
Rage is tightly bottled up until the next outburst
Though the tears dry, the reasons for them won't be easily forgiven

-
You bring out those secret, false words I don't even mean
You push me over the edge, and get rid of my sense of controllability
You expose hidden feelings that are supposed to be locked deep within me

You pull me into a downward spiral, to release my brutality
You choose innocent targets to go for, but y
The United Marionette
Eyes blind, and running in a direction unknown,
Oh what foolish pilgrimage has been chosen for us now?
All hail the way of conformity to the false prophets throne,
To the idolaters zealous fire do you march as you bow.

Forward you move, imploding and expanding simultaneously...
Rotting from within and denying your own flaws.
Changing your view and way so spontaneously!
Until even you do not understand what is your pathetic cause.

The philosophers in history say
that without conflict, can there be no progression...
And here and how, to your eyes is the cause of your delay...
Shall revolt catch your burning wagon with the hands of t
SkyeShe was as blind and beautiful as her namesake,
Ever changing and evolving with the seasons of her mind.
She hid not a single emotion.
She always said what she was feeling.
Her face betrayed her, and she knew it not.
If you needed someone to talk to, she was there.
Always.
Every sensation experienced showed clear;
Even if you didn't want to see.

Sometimes you even forgot she was there.

She was calm, catastrophic, serene, stormy, heartbreaking, deep, confusing, ponderous, perfect, haunting, mysterious, amazing, inexplicable...

(And, of course, always nice to look at.)
The Unseen Life
The Unseen Life

I thought pain was created to fade
But it seems like my life was crafted to break
So I apologize to the mirror and say "I'm sorry, it's too late."
I can't even look at my own face, as I can never accept my mistakes

I realize that I am brokenly made
-
My mind bleeds away the memories I've wasted
Remorse begins to slowly fill in the gaps that are left
This stained razor blade leaves every dark moment perfectly divided
I try not to indulge in act of prayer, because I refuse to ever confess

Even in death I will never rest
-
All visible colors descend into the ground
And time drifts off to sleep
Every sharp outline a
The Littlest ArtistThis life isn't easy
I weave my work
Wherever I please
But I've been run out
Place to place
Wherever I end up

I've had fans
Who I'm thankful for
Critics that ignore me
But the one thing
That I'll never understand
Are those who hate me

They see me
They destroy my work
They try to kill me
My legs are tired
I can't run
I can hide
But if they find me
I fear the thought

Is it because I'm so small?
In such a big world
Is it because I scare people?
I don't mean too

Or is it because...
...I am merely a spider
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I thought I never would have it
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It's what I've always wanted

I thought it was too much to ask for
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And my tears will freeze
So I...will never cry
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When reminded that every action is wrong

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Plead For Release

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Plead For Release

God, I hope I'm doing this right
I was never really one for praying
God, Please look at me in my eyes
I'm sorry, I'm just so sorry for everything
Even though I'm just another one of your creations
I wonder why I was born surrounded by destruction

I know nothing of your pity
But I still want to try and believe in thee
-
I crumble down to my knees
And I beg of you, please

Destroy every nightmare that I have ever slept
Break and shatter every mirror in existence
So I don't have to dream of what I've become to be
So I don't have to see what has finally become of me
-
God, I was never really one for confrontations
But this is where I have to draw the line in life
Because hearing the truth is like learning an important lesson
Just like when I was told that it's all okay, it's okay to cry
Because everything just seems to happen for a reason
But now I know nothing, nothing except grief
I just hope this life of pain is not an inheritance
Because I've become so sick, oh-so-sick of this reality
-
Remove every scar that has ever been shown
Dry up every tear that has ever been drawn
So I will never again bleed
So I will never again grieve

You need to take it all away
I want these memories of mine erased
-
God, I was never really one to ask for forgiveness
But I no longer have anyone standing by my side
God, I said I was truly sorry for my weakness
I need you to at least give me some kind of sign
Even though I am just one person
You must know I am only human

I know nothing of peace
But yet, that's not stopping me from trying to plead for release

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Plead For Releaseby *ImmortalizedLies

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God, this is my life's outcome
God, let my pain be undone
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Mood: Love =Eehli Sep 4, 2012  Student Writer
filled my body emotion, made me cry and gave me goose bumps...
Very powerful piece of work
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Mood: Sadness *ImmortalizedLies Sep 6, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Awww, well I hope you enjoyed it.
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=Eehli Sep 6, 2012  Student Writer
i did :3 very much
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~donttuchme Sep 1, 2012  Student Digital Artist
this is very good like always.
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Mood: Love *ImmortalizedLies Sep 3, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks :D
It's a re-write, but I kept the original ending. Just because I loved the ending so much :P
It was so hard placing everything, it was all jumbled around, and it's a much larger poem than the last version. But all in all, I hope it fits, and makes sense. :D That's all that mattered to me.
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~donttuchme Sep 4, 2012  Student Digital Artist
It very good. i would of never thought of writing that way. i get what a lot of it and its very good
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~Liz-Elane97 Aug 31, 2012
Beautiful. The words pop off the screen with so much meaning :)
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Mood: Love *ImmortalizedLies Sep 3, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
:D
I'm so happy you enjoyed this one. I did the best I could with it. So thank you a ton! <3
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~Liz-Elane97 Sep 4, 2012
My pleasure :) I really did enjoy it :)
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*DojangDoll Aug 31, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
This is a lovely poem. The message and the words really speak to me, and I appreciate for you writing them down.
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