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Remains Of A Flower
Remains Of A Flower

One by one
I love you so

Petal by petal
I want you to know

Second by second
I would never let you go
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My sick heart clutched the surroundings on the inside
Filled with unseen love that can't make it's way to the outside
Unseen tears bide, along with these strong feelings that I try and hide

My whole body wants to just curl up every time I see you
Concealing the secrets within, I guess there's nothing else I can do
So like a human flower, the emotions I have for you just grew and grew

Never ceasing, never sleeping, never thinking of anything else
I hate this daydreaming, because I always self-consciously dou
Insanity of the BladeI stand in front of my own mirror, looking at the human being watching me as closely as I watched her. I could see the blade she held in her right hand, long and sharp and silver, dabbed in red strokes of blood, as the girl twirled it between her fingers carefully, mirroring my own movements. I smiled at the girl and she smiled right back. We had met before, many times, and she was always committing the same actions as I was. That brought me comfort, to know I wasn't alone in this battle for skin and sanity.

I watched as the girl moved her blade up and, with a swift stroke, opened up a long, not too deep slice on her arm. I glanced down at m
Undeceased
Undeceased

It's just a matter of time
Before I leave myself behind

I've almost pushed everything away from myself
And soon there will be no more reasons to beg for help
I'm very slowly dissipating, and as this continues on there will be nothing else

I am just too tired
The ending is all I desire

I silently quiver as the waves of life crash against my hollow shell
Striking endlessly, and after living through this I don't even fear the depths of hell
Because being this strong means I've accomplished killing every emotion I've ever felt

This life of mine shall be undone
My era of hopelessness has begun

I could be so more much than t
Sleep
Sleep

I refuse to surface.
I will turn my limbs into fins,
layer my skin with scales.
I will slit my throat, such delicate gills.
Down here, they are mutable, shifting, first whale
then urchin, all spine and stomach.
Up there, air and light fossilize,
a trilobite caught in stone.
Love FreefallIn my heart I know there is the terrible feeling that I'm
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Can't Face the Truth (I Blame You)You know I don't care,
About here or there,
About take and share.
Yeah, I'm your nightmare.

I am your perfect liar,
Sinned for Holy Father,
Died for what I'd rather.
Black-hearted wrist-carver.

Can't look past looks,
Caught on my hooks,
I learnt from books.
My legs like crooks.

I'm not your friend,
Just an empty trend,
Just a forgotten end.
A rose for you to send.

Put me in the ground,
So I can't hear a sound,
So my heart can't pound.
Happy I'm not around.

Ignore all my cries,
The look in my eyes,
The forlorn sighs,
My dwindling size,
My gone disguise,
Lack of prize,
Lack of rise.

No hope,
For scope.
No chance,
My PrisonHere I lie, forever a prisoner...
not of oppression, not of hate...
but a prisoner of my own dark mind...
forever trapped with no way out.

I bang on the bars...
but nobody comes...
to break me free...
from my own dark mind.

I scream for one...
to come help me...
but here I remain...
a prisoner of my own dark mind.

Why must I be a prisoner?
Why must I be trapped here...
held inside my own taboo...
forever within my own dark mind?

My soul is long broken...
within my dark mind...
it is deteriorating...
slowly breaking down...

So, who will guide me out of my prison?
Who will free me from my own dark mind?
Who out there will
UnforgivingI'm dying on the inside.
No matter how happy I look,
Or pretend to be,
It won't stop the fact that I'm in agonizing pain.

My heart feels like it has been torn to shreds.
My stomach always in knots.
My body slowly giving up on me.

It's something I'd rather forget,
But just can't.

My body is dying underneath these smiles.
Dying an unforgiving death.
The Road Of Yesterday
The Road Of Yesterday

These  closed  eyes  have  wept
Over  all  of  the  pain  I've  kept
Knowing  I  will  always  be  far  from  perfect
I  don't  know  why  I  was  abandoned  or  where  my  hope  went

I'm tired, I'm just too tired
A moment of peace is what I now desire
Too long have I searched, too long have I suffered

I'm so ready to collapse
These feel
Wings Of Darkness
Wings Of Darkness

I seek your help to become the unseen
Guide all of this pain back into my lies
Please, never let me experience this again

I need you to blind me from the light
Cease the false hope from shining in vain
Push back the blood and tears so I won't cry

My warrior
Sheath me between your hollow feathers
My defender
Keep me in your tight embrace forever
-
Turn every sad day into calm night
Burn the radiating sun out

Darken the dreaming sky
Let the fading clouds melt

Lock away this cruel gift of sight
I no longer want it

Shut out the world from you and I
I yearn for this

Take away this self-hatred
Bring back my in
My World Is Dead
Some people are scared of the end of the world
I'm not afraid of that, because my world is already dead
When Will Tomorrow Come?Icy daggers stab straight at my heart,
Watching the bike-shed as lovers part.
Kids mounting bikes and sitting in cars,
I'm the dull knife and they the shining stars.

The pavement's hard under my feet,
Lining the length of the bustling street.
Everyone going on as though it matters,
When we all just end up in rotting tatters.

The bell has long gone yet I'm still here,
My thoughts turning to what most fear.
The loneliness festering in my guts,
The cold climbing my ribs like ruts.

The whispers come chaste and kind,
Whirling, dancing, playing with my mind.
They tell me to break free of Hell,
And fall under Death's dark sweet spell.
All I see is RedSeconds turn to minutes
as I lie awake in bed
I'm laying in the darkness
but all I see is red

I turn my light on now
and hold the scissors near
trying to stop the dire need
trying to face my fear

I take a few deep breaths
and slowly count to ten
hoping I can put them down
and get to sleep again

tears run down my face
the pleas die in my head
my desire for physical pain
is calling to be fed

I move the scissors slowly
place them gently on my wrist
and as the blade bites down
I'm slowly filled with bliss

tears dry quickly now
a smile forms on my face
sadness slowly leaves
happiness takes its place
Pity's PartyCome on, just look at me,
I lost Happy to Misery,
In a dance with Pedigree,
Amidst the sirens of Apathy,
In the mosh pit in my head.

Can't you see how fun I am?
When my Pride's on the lam,
Sipping Sorrow like Baby Cham,
Falling foul of Honesty's scam,
On the dance floor in my chest.

I look so grievously good,
Doing what Agony should,
And what Depravity would,
In command of the red regiments stood,
On the catwalk of my wrist.

I can hear them pounding,
Watching and surrounding,
Laughing and floundering,
With Pain and Woe hounding,
In the nightclub of my gut.

My guests are saying to,
Cheer no longer pulling through,
Despair
7 Angels lyrics [Spoken]
Here's a rose, as solid memory
Take it to honor the one you still love

[Slow Rap]
Why is it? That I can no longer breathe
Their eyes perceive, and their mouths critique
Why should they care, why should you matter?

And I don't get how I could stay in a life like this
My only options to fight with a double sided knife
Keep pushing in to live, pull it back to stab myself twice
But you like it, you hate it, you wouldn't have it any other way

[End intro begin with normal rap]
Stop saying "someone" it's not someone that I'm after
It's the one who's my everything, the one that I went after
The one, who doesn't understan
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In Between Dreams

A fragment of a second
Just   one   slight   glance

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I feel so close to you
But   I   am   so   far   away

If only you knew
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It's like raw torture at heart
Because you live on without knowing
And it makes me desire you even more

A solace night of dreaming
I thought I never would have it
This longing luxury of sleeping
It's what I've always wanted

I thought it was too much to ask for
A sense of rest and relief
I feel as if it's more than I deserve
It's been so long since I had this nightmaric dise
Silent Faith
Silent Faith

My trembling hands
Don't want to come together

I refuse to feel weakness
Oppress the confessor

I will defy the defeat
Of my body and mind

And my tears will freeze
So I...will never cry
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I was once told
That I have to be strong
But a child can never grow old
When reminded that every action is wrong

I didn't need to know
That strength was everything
I would have given up a long time ago
Because that is my hollowed instinct

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Wings Of Light
Wings Of Light

Upon me is the last dawn
Faded away has the last dusk
I leave behind all of the rights and wrongs
I don't deserve an afterlife that is also rough

Mesmerized in deep suspense
As I await the final arrival
My tears become so intense
These last moments of hope are vital

My bearer
Allow me to break away
My deliverer
Accept the toll of my undying faith
-
I was careless as I fell
Mocking life itself

Every secret I held
Defined a broken side of myself

An inner slaughter I could not defend
A one-sided war that I could not fight against

My downfall is what I didn't want to prevent
I always lusted after the idea of
S. Note
S. Note

Dear mother, dear father
Dear brother, dear sister

Don't worry, you still have each other
And without me you're all so much stronger
Leave me behind and let me go, I promise the days will get brighter

Dear teachers, dear counselors
Dear therapists, dear doctors

You have my gratitude for what you all did
But I hit rock bottom too many times, and this last one was it
The end of the road again, as if no one could have kept me from a coffin
-
I was not fit to live life
I failed at everything, every time
I sincerely did my very best, I really tried
I just could no longer stand feeling so powerless inside

I lay wide awake ev
Frozen Whirlpool
Frozen Whirlpool

Somewhere...in the ocean
There is a whirlpool...that is...frozen
-
I no longer had anything keeping me bound to this world
You were my love, you were my chain, and my heart was a link
And I couldn't bear the thought of never seeing your face anymore
So my knees gave, as I let my thoughts break, and I forced myself to sink
-
Somewhere...in the darkness
There is a soul...which became faithless
-
All those memories down the drain
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Oceanfall

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Oceanfall

One final leap into the depths below is all it really takes
Open my lungs up, and let freezing freedom take my breath away
I did my time here on Earth, I served my time in life
So now I'm done, it's over, I no longer need to be alive
I've seen what cannot be unseen, I've done what I cannot undo
I cannot change the past, and the future is what I cannot live through

Splash

DOWN

Down

down

A watery grave is what I have dreamed of, it's all I have ever really wanted
A slow, and silent decent, it's an honor to finally become one of the departed
My eyes unknowingly darken, as I instantly try to grasp onto the last of the light
Realizing this is the last time I'll see through my human body, it's such a beautiful sight
But crying underwater seems like it's impossible to do, so I'll still try my best to defy the odds
Because I know I've felt all of the different kinds of pain, so this is me letting go of what I've got  

Numbing

FADE

Fade

fade

I suddenly feel all of the world's weight pressing down on me, crushingly
It's like every burden in existence is burying me, completely
I feel every tear of every soul showering me, peacefully
All of that invisible hurt is entering me, such agony
Pulling me down deeper and deeper, please hurry
I don't regret this, but I'm still so sorry

Panic

REACH

Reach

reach

I close my eyes, and all I hear is the echo of bubbles escaping their way to the surface
My body can no longer feel anything, but it seems that my soul still has some purpose
It's so calm now, I can't tell if I'm still lingering, this is a different kind of peace
But I guess this must be it, this is what death is like, when you let the pain finally cease
Letting go, to move on, it's something we all must do at one point or another
Moving on, to let go, because no human should ever have to suffer

Death

DROWN

Drown

drown
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I'm tired, too tired
Too long have I suffered

Let me drown, let me finally leave
Cease my breathing, just to gain my peace

For my project - "The Prodigy's Suicide"
In volume two: The Dark Rapture

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~Im-buried-alive Aug 12, 2012
Damn!!! that was awesome! That is really deep and dark,love it man.
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Mood: Joy ~ImmortalizedLies Aug 14, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
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Well I'm so glad that you enjoyed this one that much. It was really different writing this poem. Thank you for your enthusiasm. It lifted my spirit up when I read this.
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Mood: Joy ~midna27 Aug 10, 2012  Student Artist
this pic reminds me of this song:[link]
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Mood: Joy ~ImmortalizedLies Aug 11, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Heh, I really like that song. It's my first time listening to it. Thank you for sharing it with me. :D
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~midna27 Aug 11, 2012  Student Artist
Your welcome!! Intension by tool is a good song to.
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~uganija Aug 4, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
i must say it took me away from my seat in front of the computer into that deep water :)! i enjoyed reading this, really great effect!
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Mood: Wow! ~ImmortalizedLies Aug 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
:)
Sorry for the late response.
I'm surprised it had that effect :P
This was one of those 'in the moment' type poems, I wrote it after I saw this movie, and it probably took about an hour to finalize everything. This was a fun one to write, in my mind, I pictured myself in that situation and thought of what it would be like. And this is what I came up with in the end. <3 Thank you.
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~uganija Aug 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
it's ok :) and yes for me it did have the effect and it's something not everyone can achieve :)
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Mood: Love ~peoshade Apr 1, 2012  Student General Artist
it's so sad and beautiful ... i like it :)
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Mood: Love ~ImmortalizedLies Apr 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
That's what I was aiming for ^.^ So glad you like it. :D
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