[x]

My MazeYou will never find your way to me,
Never learn what lies inside,
For the walls I build around me,
Are there so I can hide.

You press and prod with questions,
Listen for clues I let slip,
Try and piece me together,
From words that escape my lips.

Each direction that you travel,
And every angle you take,
Lead you around in circles,
My resolve your trying to break.

I drink to try and forget me,
You use it to push me some more,
But my mind remains clear and lucid,
You can't push through these walls.

My resistance begins to take its toll,
On your relentless desire to know,
Just who is the person inside me,
Your impatience now s

Browse More Like This

Download File
HTML, 1.4 KB more ▶

More from *ImmortalizedLies

S. Note

S. Note

Dear mother, dear father
Dear brother, dear sister

Don't worry, you still have each other
And without me you're all so much stronger
Leave me behind and let me go, I promise the days will get brighter

Dear teachers, dear counselors
Dear therapists, dear doctors

You have my gratitude for what you all did
But I hit rock bottom too many times, and this last one was it
The end of the road again, as if no one could have kept me from a coffin
-
I was not fit to live life
I failed at everything, every time
I sincerely did my very best, I really tried
I just could no longer stand feeling so powerless inside

I lay wide awake ev

Frozen Whirlpool

Frozen Whirlpool

Somewhere...in the ocean
There is a whirlpool...that is...frozen
-
I no longer had anything keeping me bound to this world
You were my love, you were my chain, and my heart was a link
And I couldn't bear the thought of never seeing your face anymore
So my knees gave, as I let my thoughts break, and I forced myself to sink
-
Somewhere...in the darkness
There is a soul...which became faithless
-
All those memories down the drain
I feel the bitterness of hope
While my tears rain
I cannot cope
-
Somewhere...in the depths
There is a spark...cradled by emptiness
-
My pain will always remain in time
As I never w

Dear My Guardian Angel

Dear My Guardian Angel

I was born with an invisible noose, and as I got older it got tighter
I kept looking for the perfect opportunity to drop, it's either now or never

Dear Heaven / Dear Hell / I am my own executioner!
-
Every night, I lay awake, starring down a loaded barrel of a gun
Aimed at my tempting skull, and the trigger is ready to go off

Dear God / Dear Lucifer / I am not that promising child I once was!
-
I've always stood on the edge of my life with adrenaline-fueled anxiety
That corruption coursed through, and took over, it's too late already

Dear Paradise / Dear Purgatory / You need to wait a little longer, and wait

Shadow Sun

Shadow Sun

And in that very moment, I knew it was already too late
My   vision   has   adjusted
The memories of my former life all just slipped away
My   light   has   faded

The last of the fallen sparks fluttered in the distance
My   hope   has   been   obliterated
The shadows rose to claim their long awaited radiance
My   destiny   was    always   fated
-
In my heart, I lost it all
To this very second, it's still my fa

The Unseen Life

The Unseen Life

I thought pain was created to fade
But it seems like my life was crafted to break
So I apologize to the mirror and say "I'm sorry, it's too late."
I can't even look at my own face, as I can never accept my mistakes

I realize that I am brokenly made
-
My mind bleeds away the memories I've wasted
Remorse begins to slowly fill in the gaps that are left
This stained razor blade leaves every dark moment perfectly divided
I try not to indulge in act of prayer, because I refuse to ever confess

Even in death I will never rest
-
All visible colors descend into the ground
And time drifts off to sleep
Every sharp outline a

Plead For Release

Plead For Release

God, I hope I'm doing this right
I was never really one for praying
God, Please look at me in my eyes
I'm sorry, I'm just so sorry for everything
Even though I'm just another one of your creations
I wonder why I was born surrounded by destruction

I know nothing of your pity
But I still want to try and believe in thee
-
I crumble down to my knees
And I beg of you, please

Destroy every nightmare that I have ever slept
Break and shatter every mirror in existence
So I don't have to dream of what I've become to be
So I don't have to see what has finally become of me
-
God, I was never really one for confrontatio

View Gallery

Featured in Groups:

#The-Dark-Arts
Our name is Legion

#GBSTA
Opening Minds, Opening Hearts

#writeaway
Find Your Inner Voice

#artist-exposure
Club Supporting Artists

#Emo-Club
+ Emo Love +

#darkclub
In Dark We Trust

#Writers-Guild-DA
writers everywhere

#writingclub
write it for real!

Show all (127)

Details

Submitted: November 24, 2012
File Size: 1.4 KB
Submitted with: Sta.sh

Link

Thumb

Statistics

Comments: 38
Favourites: 334 [who?]
Views: 2,665 (0 today)
Downloads: 45 (0 today)

[x]

In Between Dreams

by *ImmortalizedLies, Nov 24, 2012, 1:32:06 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

In Between Dreams

_{A fragment of a second
Just one slight glance

You're the only person
That puts me in a trance

I feel so close to you
But I am so far away

If only you knew
I felt this way}
-
To fully express this feeling
It's like raw torture at heart
Because you live on without knowing
And it makes me desire you even more

A solace night of dreaming
I thought I never would have it
This longing luxury of sleeping
It's what I've always wanted

I thought it was too much to ask for
A sense of rest and relief
I feel as if it's more than I deserve
It's been so long since I had this nightmaric disease

I wish you could know
Of the peace that you bring me
It's something I never had before
I'd give anything to always have this serenity

Never again do I wish to awake
I can't let this placebo end
It's for my own sake
I can only pretend
-
_{When I see your face
I can't blink

I don't feel the pain
My sorrow sinks

And I always wait
After you leave

Praying to see you again
In between dreams}

In Between Dreamsby *ImmortalizedLies

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Holding me down / Lifting me up
Pain is unbound / Despair isn't enough
______________________________
Stock image - [link] by -

Texture - [link] by -

______________________________
"Like" my facebook poetry page if you enjoy my work.
Here ---> [link]
______________________________
This poem is written for my project, titled -
"The Prodigy's Suicide"
In volume three: Eternally Blind
______________________________
Check out my galleries below if you want to read more.
Watch me if you think that you might like my work.