Dear My Guardian Angel
I was born with an invisible noose, and as I got older it got tighter
I kept looking for the perfect opportunity to drop, it's either now or never
Dear Heaven / Dear Hell / I am my own executioner!
Every night, I lay awake, starring down a loaded barrel of a gun
Aimed at my tempting skull, and the trigger is ready to go off
Dear God / Dear Lucifer / I am not that promising child I once was!
I've always stood on the edge of my life with adrenaline-fueled anxiety
That corruption coursed through, and took over, it's too late already
Dear Paradise / Dear Purgatory / You need to wait a little longer, and wait patiently!
I'm such a cowardice fool; sick and hysterical; I can't decide anything for myself
I'm abandoned; I'm a cast away; I am the last forsaken, and I no longer have a way out
Dear Friends / Dear Enemies / I'm sorry, but neither of you can help!
I tried everything in my power to change, but the damage is over and done
But I'm just too weak to carry on this way, so there is no turning back now
Dear Love / Dear Hate / Send your condolences to someone else, and just place me into the ground!
There was false promises, and hollow words that this pain will soon be over
But I always kind of knew that I was going to be the one to end it, one way or another
Dear Family / Dear Nobody / I wish we could have gotten to know each other just a little better!
My final hour is here, so I say my long lost vows, and forgotten apologies
The end is near, so I get rid of everything, along with deceit and beliefs
Dear Light / Dear Darkness / I don't deserve either of you, and you don't deserve me!
The rope snaps; my neck cracks; the bullet blasts; this breath is my last
I fell off of the edge, and into the palms of my death; my time has passed
Dear You / Dear Me / Peace is finally in my grasp!
I don't know if what I did was wrong, or even right, if I deserved to live, or if it was my time to die
All I know is that I was tired of living day after day, and night after night with this kind of life
Dear My Guardian Angel / Dear My Broken Failure / I'm so sorry that I made you cry...